lose thoughts

1.
i am clothed in black silk.
awake and away, i am
not here right now,
so leave a message.

2.
yesterday, i said somethings
that are inconsistent with
the way i feel today

3.
next time i come around,
i will make sure
i come around to you.

4.
 i feel asleep at the altar last night.

5.
call me up, call me to your
fixated gaze, that fixates
on anything you could
never have, but
everything you
could have.

[NOTE: i'm gonna make each of 

these five sections into a zine each,

if you want one, let me know:

piupiumaya@gmail.com ]